living the dream @generalkandas
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i’ve been toying around with the idea of setting up a paypal for donations (since i am unemployed, have no money, and have both myself and my cat to support) but. dunno. i guess i feel guilty.
so, i’m opening it up to you guys. do you think this is a thing i should do?
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fic: per aspera ad astra (khr; yamagoku) title: per aspera ad astra.
rating: mature.
fandom: katekyo hitman reborn!
relationship: (eventual) yamamoto/gokudera; mentions of gokudera/original male character; tsuna/kyoko and ryohei/hana floating around in the background.
warnings: mafia junk (murder, torture, sex & drug trafficking, etc.)
summary: gokudera is having an exceptionally shitty week, and it’s only bound to get worse.
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Debating on what topic I want to pick for today’s BPD Awareness Month post.
I’ve got a whole list of what I want to talk about, and I’m deciding between self-harm and suicide and how to help a loved one with BPD.
What do you guys think?
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BPD AWARENESS MONTH: Introduction.
Hello, friends! As you may or may not know, May is Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) Awareness Month. Now, Awareness months are known for being kind of … dodgy at times, especially when it comes to mental illness/mental disorders. And BPD is something that’s frequently misunderstood and maligned, making it incredibly difficult for those who live with the disorder or love someone who does. So, as a person who both lives with BPD and hopes to be a mental health professional one day, I thought maybe I would try and help spread awareness.
Most of what I’m going to say is influenced both by personal experience and from the researching I’ve done on BPD. But it’s important to not that I’m not a therapist or psychologist, and I can’t give anyone an official diagnosis. However, I can offer my support and maybe help spread some much needed knowledge about BPD. At the very least, I hope I can help make the disorder (and those who have it) a little less scary.
If anyone has any questions/comments/concerns/etc., my askbox is open and Anon is turned on. All of the posts I’ll be making for BPD Awareness Month are open to be spread and reblogged.
I thank all of you in advance for reading. Let’s have a great May, shall we?
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HELLO FRIENDS I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU
okay so as you may or may not know, may is bpd (borderline personality disorder) awareness month
i know ~awareness months~ can be kind of iffy. they tend to devolve into miseducation and a bunch of talk from people that frankly have no place to be opening their mouths. THAT BEING SAID, they can do good, i think, especially for a disorder as misunderstood as bpd.
that in mind, i’ve been toying around with the idea of maybe making some posts (or videos!) for the occasion. it’d be a bunch of different things (discussing basic symptoms, how to help loved ones struggling with bpd, maybe some reviews of books/movies that deal with the disorder, etc) so my question to you is this: would that be something any of you guys would be interested in?
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A LITTLE BIT OF ARSON NEVER HURT ANYONE;
a gokudera hayato fanmix.
(click on the cover to listen)
worth dying for; rise against.
set me off like dynamite strapped tight around my waist / we are the ones in competition but claim this ain’t no race.
gods & monsters; lana del rey.
in the land of gods and monsters, i was an angel / living in the garden of evil / screwed up, scared, doing anything that i needed / shining like a fiery beacon.
i love it (i don’t care); icona pop.
i crashed my car into the bridge / i watched, i let it burn / i threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs / i don’t care, i love it / i don’t care.
hurricane; ms mr.
welcome to the inner workings of my mind / so dark and foul i can’t disguise / nights like this i become afraid / of the darkness in my heart.
terrible things; april smith and the great picture show.
all of the things that i’ve done / terrible things, you would never believe / things that i’ve done / oh, how you’ll run / if you knew a single one.
hard way home; brandi carlile.
i never did learn how to follow the rules / i never was good at sleeping while the moon was full / i just lie and burn / wreck my mind while the planet turns.
dance on our graves; paper route.
i know the man i am is not who i should be / the devil take my hand says, “child come with me” / my body shivers and aches, i can’t break free / why do the things i hate come so naturally?
my body is a cage; peter gabriel.
we take what we’re given / just because you’ve forgotten / that don’t mean you’re forgiven / i’m living in an age / that screams my name at night / but when i get to the doorway / there’s no one in sight.
karma police; radiohead.
this is what you get / this is what you get / this is what you get when you mess with us / for a minute there i lost myself / i lost myself.
stab city; as tall as lions.
my heavy head is full of debris / sometimes i wish this city would / sink in the sea / ‘cause even when i find the love it’s fake / and everything i want to touch / would break.
tomorrow will be kinder; the secret sisters.
often i wonder why i try / hoping for an end / sorrow weighs my shoulders down / and trouble haunts my mind / but i know the present will not last / and tomorrow will be kinder.
we found each other in the dark; city and colour.
so bright, the flames burned in our hearts / that we found each other in the dark / like beasts out in the wilderness / we are fighting to survive and convalesce / but we’re gonna live, we’re gonna live.
ain’t no rest for the wicked; cage the elephant.
no, i can’t slow down / i can’t hold back / though you know i wish i could / no, there ain’t no rest for the wicked / until we close our eyes for good.
(via misathevampireslayer)
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seriously though
if you’re gonna to reblog one of my fanmixes, please don’t delete the tracklisting
I LITERALLY JUST MADE THIS POST AND YET AGAIN, THE NON-TRACK VERSION IS GOING AROUND
S T O P I T
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so i know i’ve discussed this with a few of you, but i actually have a whole greek history au to go along with the fancasts i’ve made
if you’re interested, leave a character/pairing/location/plot/etc. in my askbox and i’ll tell you a little bit more about the au as a whole~
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modern greek mythology fancast: nathan stewart jarrett as hades, god of the underworld.
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oh also i got a bunch of new followers recently for
some reason
so um a quick intro post
- i’m felicia, if you call me by name my heart will go doki doki.
- i’m twenty one, a lesbian, mentally ill unemployed misandrist and you’re free to ask about any of those things as long as you do it in an honest and respectful fashion
- i really enjoy talking to my followers and my askbox is always open, whether it’s to talk fandom stuff or if you need a safe space to vent or advice or whatever.
- i post a lot about anime, ~social justice~ and my personal life. if you go to my navigation page it has a list of my tags and fandoms and such.
- i try to tag everything, but if i’m not successful, please let me know. the last thing i want is to trigger my followers or make you guys feel uncomfortable, or even just annoy you, so really, don’t be afraid to message me and ask me to tag something for you. i’m more than happy to do so.
- mostly this blog is my journaling and talking to friends and emotional keysmashing about things i love so, enjoy, i guess
also, have a picture of my face (ngl, i’m p. cute)
bringing this back bc i got a bunch of new followers last night (for … some reason?????) and also i am lazy
and also that’s a rly cute picture of me oop
(via misathevampireslayer)
